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May 13, 2015
Hoping that I can get help soon as possible
My Name is Savana Wallberg, I'm 26 years old. Hoping that me writing this that some how i'll be able to get the help I've been praying so long for. I'm seeking help to be able to pay for a rehab center. I've went to great lengths trying to find help so I could get in one. I went as far as looking up the county commisioner over substance abuse in our area to sit outside of his office for 5 hours just to speak with him in hopes to finaly get help. Unfourtantly I wasn't able to. I have no money to pay for it myself nor do I have insurance. I can say never did I ever dream of it being so difficult to get help when I'm practitly begging for it. I've searched every option that's offered with every door being shut in my face. If this isn't discouraging I don't no what is. I've prayed for away to get clean since I got started on drugs just at 11 years old with own mom getting me high on meth which lead to my worst addiction to herione. how was I to know the damage to my life it would cause when the person I trusted most to protect me from these things was the one encouraging it. I have almost died 8 times over the course of my addiction and truly don't want to have to live like this anymore praying will almost begging for someone to please help me. So I can have a chance to know what its like to be truly happy in life. Finally have confidence and strength feeling like I am worth something even though my hole life I've been told I wasn't. It took me a lot to get myself to write this because I didn't want more people to think so low of me. But than I prayed and after I did I came accross this site so decided that instead of worring about that ask for help and maybe this will be how my stroy touches someones heart enough to help free me from this pain I feel everyday that god will send someone my way so please help me you won't regret doing so I promise and give you my word. You'll be saving my LIFE. Thank you praying to find help soon.